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I closed my eyes. To fade away,
was the top priority
For in my heart i was very sure
That hurt was not for me

When things go wrong we sit and think
That He is being unfair
But what we do not realize is that
Our grief He tries to spare

How much of pain would be enough
To break a person’s back?
How many tears, how many sighs?
Till all he can see is black

The day does come when we are embittered
And do not want to see
That all that He really does want to do
Is protect you and me